Its abit sorry not for updating Shirley's xanga, sometimes when I clicked Shirley's xanga, you are not updated, but when I didnt browse for somedays, wow, you put up so much blog on it.

Shirley, Big May, Fong and Nancy, i have been so triggered for the past few months upon the issues coming up in the Church.  Sometimes I am "afraid" to know more brothers and sisters about their views on Church, because some were negative.  I am not the kinda person only love to listen to good things, praises and so on.  But most of the times, I got thwarted.  Down into the abyss.

As a pastor, an inexperienced pastor, how can I react to this ?  I know brothers and sisters had been so understanding on me and YK.  But we do ask God to have his mercy on Church and brothers and sisters, our commitment on Church.

Started from the 1st day in Church, I committed to build up this Church, 10 years to pass, some left, some come, come and go, go and come. When I looked back, sometimes I am feeling regret and more of the time, I yell to God, when we can have a day into a middle size, well built (structure) church.  Grievances always come to me, lack of patience, asking God why still cannot be realised.

The day when I decided to come back to the Church to serve. I do feel that the Church is forward moving for sometimes, up until now, when the Church prepares another step ahead.  When woship service and fellowship gathering become more structured .....number of attendants increased...Wow.... I can really feel the spiritual warfare very truly, there are alot of things that hindered.  Well, its normal, Satan always does not like Church to grow.  But we must unify to strengthen the God's kingdom and let us turn our eyes upon Jesus.

I am so glad to know the brothers and sisters pursuing God's words and the deepening the spiritual dimensions.  Shirley, especially I can you how God works in you.  Though you cannot admit to local colleges for music academics, but keep on praying for you.  Understand that you are walking on a rugged road but be assured that, God always provides.  A scripture to enourage you "Though the fig tree does not bud, and there are no grapes on the vines.  "Though the olive crop fails, and the fields produce no food.  Though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls.  Yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Saviour." Habbakuk 3:17-18

I know brothers and sisters do have much expectation from Church.  I appreciate brothers and sisters do express their views to pastors, let them know.  Being a pastor, I need to do my very best, every effort to serve the Church and God, but equally important, I do need brothers and sisters, we are building up the Church, I cannot do it myself, never and its not the will of God definitely.

But all in all, appreciate your sharings on Church and glad to walk with you on this Heavenly road. 

true. Pastor Sing & YK are doing great. And God listens to our prayer that He provides us in many ways such as 嘔矓.

i took a half day off too on wed and get some rest cos i felt v dizzy and nausea. And that's why i was able to have phone conversation with 嘔矓. And also, that allowed me to stay home and watched TV ! i haven't really sit back & watched tv for a long time. Two religious program that i watched in a row was about worship and music. i'm encouraged very much.